Words...

I really wanted to throw something to myself..

I really wanted to make myself clear of what I'm doing..

I really don't know what I am doing now...

Can someone just throw something at me and wake me up...

I don't want to said something which might hurt someone else..

I don't feel alive when I expresses something which might hurts someone..

Can I just run straight into a wall??

I don't know what I can do...

Could you forgive me if I said something wrong??

Realizing that people around me is so broad which I cant control...

May I stay in a circle with only the people which I can only accept??

and block out everything else..

I'm so confusing now..........................

Jen