In everyone places, there would be space where people will deem as zone of their own.
Even though I locked my room door, but that was my discretion of creating my own space.
A space is where I would say it deems as my space of personal freedom.
I don't really see the point that you went into anger when I just locked my room door.
To me, if everything were just part of sharing to everyone that why not everyone is given a news channel to broadcast all their thoughts, wouldn't it be easier.
I respect spaces's of a person and I hope I have a space that was given to me too. '
Hope you understand...
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Time Has Past..
Life is sometime so short that you wont expect that I would come until you are there.
In my life, I had always been wanted to do so many things and many things till at times I cant finished.
I have my Student Activities, Friends, Family, Volunteers, Personal Life and many more.
Where Can I find my time, motivation and energy to continue...
People have come into your life and make a change and has left...
You walk into a persons life and leave with a mark...
It is always confuse that will one day a mark will just be going to you..
A person make a changes in my early life....
But with a sudden shock the person is now in another world..
I wont be able to do anything but a Thanks to him and wish him good luck in all his endeavor...
Without him, perhaps I am once a different person that I am today...
Thank You for Everything..
In my life, I had always been wanted to do so many things and many things till at times I cant finished.
I have my Student Activities, Friends, Family, Volunteers, Personal Life and many more.
Where Can I find my time, motivation and energy to continue...
People have come into your life and make a change and has left...
You walk into a persons life and leave with a mark...
It is always confuse that will one day a mark will just be going to you..
A person make a changes in my early life....
But with a sudden shock the person is now in another world..
I wont be able to do anything but a Thanks to him and wish him good luck in all his endeavor...
Without him, perhaps I am once a different person that I am today...
Thank You for Everything..
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Something that my Parents will be Happy and Proud.
For the 1st time ever, I am invited to Academic Award Ceremony. For this dream, I had never knew I would ever achieve dated by my Secondary School life.
The day I set my path on Republic Poly, I had set my aim far and forward for this day. With going through tons of effort, sweat, tears and support. The day was finally here. I was awarded Merit Award for Year 1.
This is something that my parents would be really happy and proud of that their son is at a milestone in the academic path. Aiming and setting my next milestone for this Ceremony on year 2013.
Spending time with my Daddy in Singapore were also a very enjoyable and unforgettable moment. My daddy haven got the opportunity to come to Singapore since I came here for my further studies. But in-conjunction of this Academic Award Ceremony, I had invited my daddy to Singapore and have a tour too.
It was really fun, we went to Bugis and Marina Bay. We even get a chance to catch the glimpse of NDP 2012. It was jam-packed at MBS for that day.
Thank You Daddy and Mummy. ^^
Friday, May 18, 2012
Journey with People
Taking a bus from Singapore back to Ipoh is always like a
rewind of film from the end back to start. It was always the time whereby I
spend hours in reflecting almost everything that I experience.
Journey for this semester had been tough, with the new
engineering modules and more calculation means I had to work even harder to
cope with everything. For Student Council Election, I had also meet some stir
up situation whereby my roommate distrusted me. More workload and stress along
the way too with getting new position in IG and as a Student Council. But other
than workload and stress, I had also involved in Service Learning and I
appreciate the journey of being a service learner.
Well, a question were raised by a person: “Are you happy with
all the things that you currently did?”. I didn’t gave in a direct answer but I
had asked numerous people and I could finally conclude that. Most of us could
end up being sad, emotional or/and stress along the way of doing beyond what
they have did. But being sad, emotional or and stress doesn’t means that the
person is not happy in the end as at the end of the tough journey. There is
always a light that keeps you ignite that “you had reached a milestone in life”
and you would be happy what you had learnt throughout the tough journey.
What keeps us strong and determine to face such a tough
journey?
For me, there is 3 elements that keep me alive on endeavor
of this tough journey. My Mind, Warmth and Heart. Without this 3, I would have
never gone so far in life. A great mind will bring you to a level and you may
have succeed in half of the journey but you may give up because you are doing
it alone. When Warmth and Heart come from another person that are with you and
join your endeavor, you will know that life is beautiful and meaningful. This
journey was basically indescribable by
words but can only be describe if one day a person take my heart and put it in
them. I could only say a great big thanks to the person. ^^
“Feelings is in the heart not words,
Journey is felt by you
not others”
“Challenges is sad and stress at initial,
but it wasn’t
meaningless and filled with sadness”
To the person:
Perhaps your words may seems short and simple, but just want
to let you know that it means so much to me that I could smile and feel the
warmth when reading it. You may have busy for your work at school, just wanted
to let you know that although I cant help in your work but maybe I could just accompany
and give you support.
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Breaking it for Truth..
Perhaps faith didn brings us to the level that I wish for, but I am already grateful that you could come so close to me and care so much for me.
Still because of your understanding and action, perhaps it does makes me went through a bump a bit better than just let me fall through the cliff.
From what I feel, if it didn brings to the level of what I wish, then I would try again if not, I would just remain there and be always there to support you whenever you go and give you the best that I have. You are such a great person and there would always be a matching person round you that will one day be in your heart forever.
Though, my wish didn come but at least I could still leave behind a bear with you to accompany you throughout the time. It might just be a bear at it looks, but looking at the picture of the bear do brings in emotions that is priceless.
Life still moves on as you had said, each chapter is a learning chapter with lessons. But to be honestly, I respect the decision you would have made to yourself, though I may not get what I wish for, but I will respect what you have made for without interrupting. I would just support and motivate you for every thing you have made and lay to move on from.
Still because of your understanding and action, perhaps it does makes me went through a bump a bit better than just let me fall through the cliff.
From what I feel, if it didn brings to the level of what I wish, then I would try again if not, I would just remain there and be always there to support you whenever you go and give you the best that I have. You are such a great person and there would always be a matching person round you that will one day be in your heart forever.
Though, my wish didn come but at least I could still leave behind a bear with you to accompany you throughout the time. It might just be a bear at it looks, but looking at the picture of the bear do brings in emotions that is priceless.
Life still moves on as you had said, each chapter is a learning chapter with lessons. But to be honestly, I respect the decision you would have made to yourself, though I may not get what I wish for, but I will respect what you have made for without interrupting. I would just support and motivate you for every thing you have made and lay to move on from.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Life cracks..
hmm....
Life cracks is where you see the leak of darkness came into and you will realized that somebody you have a person by yourside all the time to cover it up for you to prevent you from seeing all the darkness that would fall on you.
Perhaps I didn realized how hard you have made to prevent me from ever falling again. But I know you were there all the time. At times, I may have dissapoint in doing something which you don't want too You have made so much effort and hopefully you would allow to do the same for you. Making you feeling happier and sharing your burden to reach out even more people.
Hope you would be always happy even when you meet some life obstacles, I would always be there to support you and hopefully I am able to share your burden with you.
Be happy always and Good Luck in achieveing all your dreams with your Passion and Determination.
Jen
Monday, February 13, 2012
Things Past, People Thinks...
Most of the time, do really thinks alot but at the end of the day, yet the things sometime existed and sometime it just faded by the nature or another thing or somethingelse just happens.
Things does get complex, Human get complex as well when it could be just part of the simpler side with just more on another element.
A simple message sometimes could make a person really thinks at a different perspective.
Human changes according to what the person expererienced along the person's life.
They start to develope different thinking and see the thinks differently.
But through exposure, it will made a person thinks different yet no 2 person will think the same at any point of life. Which sometime really depend on how we see the context itself.
At somepoint, when you see a particular context and another person join in the same context too. But another persons says, at the end of the day, only 1 perspective would be accepted.
Thus, this had basically resulted in that at the end of the day, no matter how hard you think, yet the person that think the hardest might just end up being rejected. Quite weird and sad isn't it?
but at time we just don't have a choice but just to see another person perspective being accepted and view it as a fusion between 2 items. It may not be our choice, but when it comes down to faith, we still have to follow the flow of faith.
"Bear with yourself throughout till you reach a point where faiths takes over everything"
Jen
Things does get complex, Human get complex as well when it could be just part of the simpler side with just more on another element.
A simple message sometimes could make a person really thinks at a different perspective.
Human changes according to what the person expererienced along the person's life.
They start to develope different thinking and see the thinks differently.
But through exposure, it will made a person thinks different yet no 2 person will think the same at any point of life. Which sometime really depend on how we see the context itself.
At somepoint, when you see a particular context and another person join in the same context too. But another persons says, at the end of the day, only 1 perspective would be accepted.
Thus, this had basically resulted in that at the end of the day, no matter how hard you think, yet the person that think the hardest might just end up being rejected. Quite weird and sad isn't it?
but at time we just don't have a choice but just to see another person perspective being accepted and view it as a fusion between 2 items. It may not be our choice, but when it comes down to faith, we still have to follow the flow of faith.
"Bear with yourself throughout till you reach a point where faiths takes over everything"
Jen
Monday, January 30, 2012
A Fountain and A Kid...
Life is just like a small kid going through a spraying rythmatic fountain..
When your parents would able to hold the kid in time, the kid wont get soaked...
But when the kid just go through the fountain without analyzing when the water will spray out, the kid would just be soaked in wet.
Well, a rythmatic fountain would have a correct sequence of spraying and somehow it also has a few seconds of No-spraying"... but still varies from different fountain.
When you would just spent a moment and just analyze the fountain sequence, you would basically able to find the "No-spraying" split seconds and just walk through without getting wet.
But if not, it would just be soaked wet.. But still you might be able to observed that not all fountain are the same, some may not have the "no-sparying" split seconds which you may perhaps in order to go through, you might have to find another way... such as seeping through the gaps or other ways.
So perhaps, sometime.. we might just have to stop and think and analyze something before finding a way to get through it...
A fountain and A kid experience may not meant much when you don't see the meaning behind.. but it means alot to a person that are going through and trying different ways of going through a life.
But even if you have got soaked, get out from the fountain and get yourself dry and get yourself back without getting soaked once again when you pass through it.
The main thing is not to let the fear of getting soaked deters you from ever going something which may seems silly but it allows you to know that it is possible to do something when you spent enough effort and effort to do it. It just a life in reality, no two situation are the same but process and learning and outcome is the best fountain of life.
Jen
When your parents would able to hold the kid in time, the kid wont get soaked...
But when the kid just go through the fountain without analyzing when the water will spray out, the kid would just be soaked in wet.
Well, a rythmatic fountain would have a correct sequence of spraying and somehow it also has a few seconds of No-spraying"... but still varies from different fountain.
When you would just spent a moment and just analyze the fountain sequence, you would basically able to find the "No-spraying" split seconds and just walk through without getting wet.
But if not, it would just be soaked wet.. But still you might be able to observed that not all fountain are the same, some may not have the "no-sparying" split seconds which you may perhaps in order to go through, you might have to find another way... such as seeping through the gaps or other ways.
So perhaps, sometime.. we might just have to stop and think and analyze something before finding a way to get through it...
A fountain and A kid experience may not meant much when you don't see the meaning behind.. but it means alot to a person that are going through and trying different ways of going through a life.
But even if you have got soaked, get out from the fountain and get yourself dry and get yourself back without getting soaked once again when you pass through it.
The main thing is not to let the fear of getting soaked deters you from ever going something which may seems silly but it allows you to know that it is possible to do something when you spent enough effort and effort to do it. It just a life in reality, no two situation are the same but process and learning and outcome is the best fountain of life.
Jen
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Pieces of Memories..
Sorry....
Thats what I could be saying when I did something so bad to you when you told me not to before this..
I may not know when this post would actually be seen by you.. but hopefully one day you might drop by here and read this post...
For knowing you for so long, I have think that I own you so much that I could ever repay you...
Having you by my side as a person that I trust makes me feels comfortable and I could share with..
Your countless time where I fell down and you are there to makes me stand up again and face the wind again..
Remember the times we walked to the 7-evelen grabbing a one of your favourite drink - Root Beer(the 1st time you open the root beer cap??) and Ribena, before heading bus stop, the time we had our 1st dinner together before vacation.. The christmas tree.. the day you spend tremendous amount of time supporting me from the back during the busiest time while you yourself are busy too.. the time during the vacation, phone call at nights.. and many more momories that we shared together..
For times, you may have so many stories that I had shared with you. Perhaps you might have realized that I am the type of person that sometimes really go unstable at certain times or perhaps changes very fast.
For you, I do love you as a person without regarding that you are my sister, friend or perhaps partner.. but I would say loving you as a person that I know.. I would still do whatever best I can for you...
Hope you would still be open and always be happy as you can.. No matter what happends, I would stay by yourside and always support you and be there for you...
Jen Hong.....
Thats what I could be saying when I did something so bad to you when you told me not to before this..
I may not know when this post would actually be seen by you.. but hopefully one day you might drop by here and read this post...
For knowing you for so long, I have think that I own you so much that I could ever repay you...
Having you by my side as a person that I trust makes me feels comfortable and I could share with..
Your countless time where I fell down and you are there to makes me stand up again and face the wind again..
Remember the times we walked to the 7-evelen grabbing a one of your favourite drink - Root Beer(the 1st time you open the root beer cap??) and Ribena, before heading bus stop, the time we had our 1st dinner together before vacation.. The christmas tree.. the day you spend tremendous amount of time supporting me from the back during the busiest time while you yourself are busy too.. the time during the vacation, phone call at nights.. and many more momories that we shared together..
For times, you may have so many stories that I had shared with you. Perhaps you might have realized that I am the type of person that sometimes really go unstable at certain times or perhaps changes very fast.
For you, I do love you as a person without regarding that you are my sister, friend or perhaps partner.. but I would say loving you as a person that I know.. I would still do whatever best I can for you...
Hope you would still be open and always be happy as you can.. No matter what happends, I would stay by yourside and always support you and be there for you...
Jen Hong.....
Monday, January 2, 2012
Standing here....
A lot of things I may not know how I could ever express..
and some of it would just be like.. looking at it and you would just feel it.. the feel..
You may have heard alot of my life when I shared it with you on almost all occasion and I am really glad that you are always there for me..
The days being with you had always been beautiful memories of happiness and gratefulness..
Till recent.. I am very glad that you kind of open up and given me the opportunity to understand you better and grow stronger together..
You have been telling me that one day you will meet one.. and yea.. that day was basically there going less notice and being covered..
We though are being sister and brother and meeting up quite frequent in campus and share our expereince with each other..
I am very happy and grateful to be able to be by your side all the time..
Would one day we may move closer?
Lets it be natural I think..
From your question.. "To be loved? or To loved?" I would say.. "To loved then To be Loved".. it was never a single side loving.. while in a pair... I have always feel that.. be a person that it is.. not a person who change drastically for something.. together is brought by the person not that the person has..
Btw.. I hope the response is not too drastic and would scare you off or like distant our current bro&sistership.. lets still be open.. and be happy yea.. ^^
I don't want like this response create a distant between us.. You have basically came into my life as the important person in my life and I fear I would scare you off with my mistakes or awkward response...
Be Happy and Stay Strong..
Jen Hong aka didi..
and some of it would just be like.. looking at it and you would just feel it.. the feel..
You may have heard alot of my life when I shared it with you on almost all occasion and I am really glad that you are always there for me..
The days being with you had always been beautiful memories of happiness and gratefulness..
Till recent.. I am very glad that you kind of open up and given me the opportunity to understand you better and grow stronger together..
You have been telling me that one day you will meet one.. and yea.. that day was basically there going less notice and being covered..
We though are being sister and brother and meeting up quite frequent in campus and share our expereince with each other..
I am very happy and grateful to be able to be by your side all the time..
Would one day we may move closer?
Lets it be natural I think..
From your question.. "To be loved? or To loved?" I would say.. "To loved then To be Loved".. it was never a single side loving.. while in a pair... I have always feel that.. be a person that it is.. not a person who change drastically for something.. together is brought by the person not that the person has..
Btw.. I hope the response is not too drastic and would scare you off or like distant our current bro&sistership.. lets still be open.. and be happy yea.. ^^
I don't want like this response create a distant between us.. You have basically came into my life as the important person in my life and I fear I would scare you off with my mistakes or awkward response...
Be Happy and Stay Strong..
Jen Hong aka didi..
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