Monday, October 7, 2013

Piss Off

I really don't know what I can say about you.

I have always been telling myself to be calm, peace and never hate anyone.
But with your attitude, I really cant sitback myself and throw my hate away from you.

What are you so damn bastard of doing such things.. I really don't you and who am I anymore.
And I had always wondered why some people, despite is minority would still kao tao and agree upon your decision.

So many people and so many damn things you have done and many people had hatred and anger had been strike.. BUT you had never learnt.. What the F*** are you...
Cant you just make the world a bit more peaceful.. by just not screwing it you.
Piss upon you my friend.


Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Vision of the Future

After watching some movies and advices from my master.

1st of all, human shouldn't be greed. Greed can be in many form but there most unavoidable greed is money.

The following movie "I Am, by Tom Shadyac" is really good and had thought me really good values.



In the world nowadays, Everything is tie to money.
We always asked a question "What is the problem with the world" but we never got the answer or the answer never match what we thought it was.

Economy control us but economy is merely just a place where money goes around.

Are we humans no longer compassionate? are we that selfish?

There is a long and far ahead vision but Can I make it through and will you join me to make it come true?

Back to the question "What is the problem with the world"
The answer is " I AM"

We are creating our own problem.
We learnt to compete but at times we didn practice sharing.

I always have the mixed thoughts and feelings.
It is always unclear that am I doing it for fame or I am tuned to sharing it automatically.

I had been doing alot of things. At times, I agree that I greed for things that I do, I wanted more and more of it.
But, that a compete, but was it a form of accumulation where is a kind of mental illness or its a way that just how a person improves.

Its a ongoing and ongoing topic which never ends and I hope to find the answer.

But there is always a thing
When you wanted to know what is the problem
The answer will always be "I Am"

Friday, September 20, 2013

Amazing Science-X Challenge 2013

Such a long way has come by since FYP started for this semester.
Well all the labour that put in had turned into very fruity.

In such 5 months of time, I gained so many things from attending industry partner appreciation day, earning myself a great FYP grade, being a Certified in Solidworks and AutoCAD and today, earning myself, supervisor and RP proud for clinching the Brown Award under Cat D for ASXC.

Many things has comeby and this wouldnt be success without the team and my supervisor.
a few things that I share here.

1) You are halfway through the competition if your supervisor never gives up pushing you.
2) You musn't Giveup even though you see no lights ahead.
3) Ensure your team mate is working with you, if not you will have a very hard time covering the work
4) Share your goal but not your ultimate goal, if not it kills motivation.

Monday, September 2, 2013

Didn I?

It has been 2 years and more..
The continuous chasing for you is something fulfilling but I cant understand why I am unable to win over your heart. Despite you are my 1st love, I really see the side of you and fall in love with that side of you. 
It is really tiring at times especially when all the load is around me, I would really wanted to glimpse into your mind and understand what you would be thinking. 

Why cant I?  

Friday, March 8, 2013

It's Hard to Explain...

Well, at 1st I was rather reluctant to do something but as you insisted and your willing... I did it.

If you are never there, I would have never be able to see you clearer.
To be able to see you clearer had impress and you left a mark in me.

I didn knew myself were to lucky to meet such a great person like you.

Perhaps over the few days I have been hinting you alot but I am not sure whether you do get it.
Perhaps some of the things is really a guy should say instead of as a girl.
I told myself that I was blessed to know you and I feel that I found a suitable companion which is you.
But I still fear that if I were ever confess that it may spoil our friendship..

Technically, I like your attitude and personality alot. But I just didn shown much out as getting to know you more.
Hope you could bear with my time with your patience..

Saturday, January 12, 2013

People...

I didn expect that after a year and at the end, I wasn't able to move you..
Something and Sometimes thing cant be forced and I accept your decision.
I will let go and move on and you will find a more suitable person than me as fate comes.