Feeling complex and ill..

One night of deep thinking and worries..
Next day I was down with serious cough and flu...
With non stop of coughing till teary eyes and flu with mucus flow like broken tap...

Sometimes.. Life is just pretty much like DaVinci Code.
When you get through everything in life, we are pretty much similar to DaVinci or perhaps better...
Who knows?
In DaVinci Code itself, perhaps clue can be found and eventually solve the code.
but life is kind of similar yet different..
You may have got your clues.. but even if you are there finishing it.. what you get may not be what you intended.. It is just always changing..
Days of thinking since I was back in Ipoh has always been stimulating my mind to get through every piece of things and understands it..
I did go through it.. but in my point of view.. things is not simple..
But I would believe that one day.. when it was done..
It would be such a fulfillment of life.. and this is what I hope for..

When I am ill.. and somehow sitting here writing my post.. With a blanket wrapping me..
it is like I am always on search for something.. for warmth and trust..
Family is there.. but there is something we would still on search for..
It was instill in the mind but things never seems to be easy nor difficult..
But... Can I get it??

If you are reading.. what do you think??

Nitez..

Jen Hong..