Thru and forth, its been about 2 months.
Its time to probably just leave the thought of the relationship aside and move on with my own life.
I tried to take the memory out but its thought and it just creep back once a while.
Although I felt much better instead of feeling sucks like the previous month.
I do hope both of you go well and get along together, but I hope I wont be the one seeing those scenes.
You could call me nasty or something but I just dont want to pickup the memories of what had happened between us.
People do tell me that remember your friends for the stuff they did right instead of the stuff they did wrong. Yes, its logical but yet I cant bear to go thru what I am facing. I am not narrow minded kind but I just don't want to see those things pass thru my eyes. It hurts me a lot.
Continue to be together and love each other. I give you my blessings.
I do hope this would be the final time I make grumpy remarks regarding this.
