Sometimes, I really felt that I don't really know how to really make you smile more often or console you when you are down..
I usually only able to do like greet you when I wake up and before I go to bed and hope to keep you accompany.
The feeling for you is getting more and more intense after you left to go back to your home. it has been almost 3 months since then.
I remember back then out chat app were having much more of things to talk and we have more topic and we also spent time together for meal and walk about.
I really blame myself that why didn I noticed you much earlier. Why didn't i notices you before you came to my home. I didn't do good enough to get close to you.
With you back at home and i am always finding ways to improve this relation and develop it. I do hope you have the same feelings for me as we have to cross the barrier of distance during this test.
