A Fountain and A Kid...

Life is just like a small kid going through a spraying rythmatic fountain..
When your parents would able to hold the kid in time, the kid wont get soaked...
But when the kid just go through the fountain without analyzing when the water will spray out, the kid would just be soaked in wet.

Well, a rythmatic fountain would have a correct sequence of spraying and somehow it also has a few seconds of  No-spraying"... but still varies from different fountain.
When you would just spent a moment and just analyze the fountain sequence, you would basically able to find the "No-spraying" split seconds and just walk through without getting wet.
But if not, it would just be soaked wet.. But still you might be able to observed that not all fountain are the same, some may not have the "no-sparying" split seconds which you may perhaps in order to go through, you might have to find another way... such as seeping through the gaps or other ways.

So perhaps, sometime.. we might just have to stop and think and analyze something before finding a way to get through it...
A fountain and A kid experience may not meant much when you don't see the meaning behind.. but it means alot to a person that are going through and trying different ways of going through a life.
But even if you have got soaked, get out from the fountain and get yourself dry and get yourself back without getting soaked once again when you pass through it.

The main thing is not to let the fear of getting soaked deters you from ever going something which may seems silly but it allows you to know that it is possible to do something when you spent enough effort and effort to do it. It just a life in reality, no two situation are the same but process and learning and outcome is the best fountain of life.


Jen

Pieces of Memories..

Sorry....
Thats what I could be saying when I did something so bad to you when you told me not to before this..
I may not know when this post would actually be seen by you.. but hopefully one day you might drop by here and read this post...
For knowing you for so long, I have think that I own you so much that I could ever repay you...
Having you by my side as a person that I trust makes me feels comfortable and I could share with..
Your countless time where I fell down and you are there to makes me stand up again and face the wind again..
Remember the times we walked to the 7-evelen grabbing a one of your favourite drink - Root Beer(the 1st time you open the root beer cap??) and Ribena, before heading bus stop, the time we had our 1st dinner together before vacation.. The christmas tree.. the day you spend tremendous amount of time supporting me from the back during the busiest time while you yourself are busy too.. the time during the vacation, phone call at nights.. and many more momories that we shared together..
For times, you may have so many stories that I had shared with you. Perhaps you might have realized that I am the type of person that sometimes really go unstable at certain times or perhaps changes very fast. 

For you, I do love you as a person without regarding that you are my sister, friend or perhaps partner.. but I would say loving you as a person that I know.. I would still do whatever best I can for you...
Hope you would still be open and always be happy as you can.. No matter what happends, I would stay by yourside and always support you and be there for you...

Jen Hong.....

Standing here....

A lot of things I may not know how I could ever express..
and some of it would just be like.. looking at it and you would just feel it.. the feel..
You may have heard alot of my life when I shared it with you on almost all occasion and I am really glad that you are always there for me..
The days being with you had always been beautiful memories of happiness and gratefulness..
Till recent.. I am very glad that you kind of open up and given me the opportunity to understand you better and grow stronger together..
You have been telling me that one day you will meet one.. and yea.. that day was basically there going less notice and being covered..
We though are being sister and brother and meeting up quite frequent in campus and share our expereince with each other..
I am very happy and grateful to be able to be by your side all the time..
Would one day we may move closer?
Lets it be natural I think..
From your question.. "To be loved? or To loved?" I would say.. "To loved then To be Loved".. it was never a single side loving.. while in a pair... I have always feel that.. be a person that it is.. not a person who change drastically for something.. together is brought by the person not that the person has..

Btw.. I hope the response is not too drastic and would scare you off or like distant our current bro&sistership.. lets still be open.. and be happy yea.. ^^
I don't want like this response create a distant between us.. You have basically came into my life as the important person in my life and I fear I would scare you off with my mistakes or awkward response...

Be Happy and Stay Strong..

Jen Hong aka didi..