Dream of Dreams...

Is there dreams within a dream??

the answer would probably be yes..

If you dream to make someone's dreams comes true..

I had always wanted to help to who are needed out there in the society..

Seeing them suffering is always a heartache moment...

Yet Money can only lift them up only by apart..

Back then..

I had never thought of be living in a wealth with value of more than 7 digits...

I thought of living in a life of simplicity and just normal like anyone else out there..

but its never the same when I thought of those people who needs help...

If I had never to be wealthy enough..

where can I stand in the "Helping Capability" scale..

Maybe on the 10th mark out of 100...

Which means... out of 100 people.. I can only help out 10 of it..

Wouldnt it be better If I stand on the 50th mark.. so that I could help at least half of it..

This is what I learned..

"In order to help.. We have to work hard"

bye...

Jen

Mirror...

What do you see when you stand in front of the mirror??

The answer would usually be - An image of you..

What people see when you stand in front of them??

The answer would usually be - You

Although both answer would have a conclusion that you are there..

but there is one thing that.. Mirror and People cant see..

The inner of us..

People could look at our outer which is cheerful and Flawless...

but the inner could have been a down and critical person..

this is usually people dont see until they start to feel it..

Even.. When we stand in front of the mirror..

We too wont be able to see our inner self..

Is there someone whom could see someone and their own inner self??

Jen

Positive within Negative..

Penetrating the challenges with a positive mindset is always the key..

When we faces challenges.. We would want the surface the positive only..

but.. things do come out differently as we wouldn't thought of..

It came out negative when we are focusing on the positive..

and by still having a positive mindset means..

"getting out from negative back into positive"

Yes.. It sounds easy.. but in reality.. NO

it takes a lot of emotion, time and effort to get out from it..

by going through the bumpy way filled with a new set of challenges..

it more like opening a entrance in the wall by using a needle..

Indeed it was a possible. but

it takes courageous and supports from people all round us..

and of course.. Positive mindset....

But still its outcome isnt guarantee...

until we are able to reach the other side of it..

Jen

Key to Success

Was in the middle of 2nd Trial...

and yea.. most of my buddies and schoolmates arent actually serious in this either..

So why am I putting so much of those pressure on myself...

There is a answer in every question..

"To strike my goal and target and to realize my dreams..."

I know it wasn't easy... I wasn't impossible too..

With Determination and Positivity.. and Discipline as told by one of my friend..

going through all the challenges is always like a game with its completion award..

But I played the game in a wrong sense of time...

like gamers..

long-term gamers played the game like 2-3 hours a day..

and they practices it everyday..

rushing gamers played the game like 16 hours a day..

and they played it like twice a week...

well.. for this 2nd trial.. I played the role as a rushing gamer...

which now left me with headache, sore throat and abdominal pain for like a day or two..

I didn practice the way of "Practice makes perfect"

btw.. I picked up something during the week of my 2nd trial..

1st

Studying does helps you understand and score better in exam..

2nd

Last minutes studies doesn't bring as much success as constant daily studying..

3rd

Positive mindset is always the key to success

4th

In the field.. there arent any competitor except yourself competing with yourself..

5th

Have high self-esteem and confidence..

6th

Stressing too much will only leave you ill...

I do learned alot during the week of trial...

Thanx to people who gave show me the way along my path and the positive mindset god given me...

Jen

Realization...

I never expect you to be ignoring my signals..

or I didn understand you..

I wanted to maintain our friendship..

but I just cant understand how you maneuver our friendship..

Don't you know I felt disappointed and sometimes Annoyed by your words and act..

People round me knows what type of words I dislike..

thus Don't ever mention those words to me..

I had given you signs and tips..

But.. you kept doing the same thing..

You should know what word and act I mean..

and you are putting the blame back to me and label me as "Stubborn"

In my entire friendship history.. No one had never label me as "Stubborn"and saying the one particular word to me so many times in a short moment..

Realize your own self..

You did something that makes me putting you aside..

and by putting you aside.. at least I wont have to go mad and disappointment of your words and you wont have to argue with it..

"Word carries meanings, Act carries Feelings"

Nitez

Jen

Leaving...

Well. Today its supposed to be a heart-touching day for all souls in my school..

Where Our Beloved Principal is leaving us behind after his years of efforts bring up the school..

During his Presence, We tend to have negatives thoughts towards him..

and by far.. Most of the people round me doesn't say anything positive on him..

His efforts might not be obvious to everyone but we should feel it with our heart..

Without his Presence. We might still have to be barbeque under the hot sun while playing basketball.. We might not have cooling air in our hall.. and many more which I deem too many to be listed out..

When we heard of his retirement..

Most of the souls were like "Happy" " Finally" and.....

but We shouldn't get that kind of feel..

we should respect him for his past in bring up the school...

and most of the souls weren't present for his retirement..

Retirement is where he got his most glorious moment as a soul leader in the school..

It was easy to be able to get to where he is standing at..

and yet his sacrifices aren't appreciated by most of us..

Well.. as a soul leader or a leader aren't that easy if you would be a good leader..

"A Leader will always have its followers round him,

A good leader will always have more leaders round him"

Happy Retirement Mr. Phang..

Hope that you might found this post one day..

see yea..

Jen