Very close but not enough..

Well.. Bad news for me as I didn obtained a passed in one of my exam..

I was tested for 6 aspect.. and out of the 6..

half of it were wonderful but half of it were sucks...

well.. blamed me for not prep-ing well..

I just couldnt believe that I failed that.. sigh..

"Failure means closer to success"

yeap.. agreed with the statement..

will go better on the next round..

Jen

Start from new...

Well.. it had almost been about a week I am off from my blogging..

finally I could grasp some fresh air in the short break of SPM...

How great if life is like a video game...

where u could press restart when u feel that u did do good enough..

just a click on the button and everything would back to its original state..

clean and fresh..

For the past 2 weeks of exam..

stresses is definitely the main thing I will face...

somehow.. Even though more than half of it had been the past..

I still feel that if I got the chance to roll back..

I would improve at those parts where I didn do good enough...

flashing back the past 2 weeks makes me feel nerve wrecking..

as result day is now nearer....

I am always in fear of losing my pride due to my non-outstanding result...

People had already been chipping off my pride chunk by chunk

yet I still can gain back even a bit of it...

How my life would be if my result was a mishap?

sigh..

Jen.

Judge of Trust..

Trust carries the meaning of to believe in something that is sincere..

sincere means something from the bottom of the heart..

I always had a life principal which is...

If you need me.. I could perform beyond 100% for you or at my best possible capability...

but in return.. I hope you could treat me with a sincere and warming heart..

I dont mind if you wont be able to help me up anytime from now...

but when you got something... which could be share..

do share it..

The moment u need my help.. I would try all the possible way to make sure the things reaches you..

but when u got the valuable stuff.. I got nothing in return..

I force you to share.. but when I need something..

people whom knew me would know what I need at the right moment..

but u failed at it...

anyway.. the incident is part of the history..

but I will never forget..

Jen

Confusion....

In life we will always face challenges and decisions...

but somehow some of them are always on the difference scale..

which is correct or wrong..

Indeed.. if you do have high morale values..

I believe most it are correct...

but somehow.. there are still some of it are wrong..

when facing the wrong ones..

I felt very confusing..

Somehow the wrong ones is matching a positive morale values

but it was deem wrong..

thus.. I cant understand..

Maybe a book name "Life's Wrong and Correct 101" might helps...

Jen

Washing it away....

Heavy rain filled with sounds of droplets..

Thunders roars like lion in the cage...

Its raining heavily..and the thunder is horrified..

Can the rain please wash away all my worries..

For the whole day I had been doing mistakes which I had never done before..

from making lots of 1st time mistakes in my piano playing..

to tipping over a bowl of soup...

My twisted mind is tying me up..

I am now left only 9 days....

Still having stacks of notes and exercises to go through..

Jen..

Tiredness of Challenges..

SPM is drawing near..

Studying is a must..

Stress will be faced..

Success would be waiting..

4S's Theory..

Going through all the challenges to acquire success makes me feels exhausted..

Valuable lessons is what I learned along the way..

My mood would still fluctuate in no sense of direction..

But I still have to continue with determination..

Hope that my determination would bring me to greater heights..

but climbing up the flight of stairs is tired..

at some point of climbing up the stairs..

my mind wound have gone blank for a moment

Negative thoughts strikes and brought me down to the deepest dungeon..

where I struggle for my way out back onto the stairs..

at the moment of looking for solution..

I felt tired and stress out..

and I wanted to get someone to talk with.....

Jen...

Again on Bravery...

AHHH!!!!

What had happened to me..

I had promised to do one particular things on my to do list when I'm 17..

which is donate my blood..

I had missed it for a total times of trice!!

1st time which is below age..

2nd time is lack of bravery..

3rd time still lack of bravery..

AHH!!!

why did I just have the will and just step forward and donate..

My heart were pounding when I passes by the donating area..

The wish of donating is there..

BUT.. my mouth to speak up and ask isnt there..

AHHH...

I promised myself to fulfilled my "To Do - Donate blood" by end of 2010...

Jen

Final Moment of Life..

Years of her existence..

Till the moment of last breath..

Heart seems to be crack..

Emotion were dull..

One of my family member had just passed away..

Seeing her struggling for the last breath of air..

and the clock ticks has come to its end..

We cant do anything but to wish her having a better life somewhere..

Her soul is always here..

We can only feel it without seeing it..

Hope she is living happily somewhere..

Everybody will learn a lesson when someone is gone somewhere..

We learn how to treat and appreciate a person existence...

When they are here..

We should always do our best to give them when we possibly can..

Not giving them only when they are already cover with cloth and wood..

Sincerity can only be shown by heart.. not money and greed..

Wish her having a better life somewhere..

Jen

Dream of Dreams...

Is there dreams within a dream??

the answer would probably be yes..

If you dream to make someone's dreams comes true..

I had always wanted to help to who are needed out there in the society..

Seeing them suffering is always a heartache moment...

Yet Money can only lift them up only by apart..

Back then..

I had never thought of be living in a wealth with value of more than 7 digits...

I thought of living in a life of simplicity and just normal like anyone else out there..

but its never the same when I thought of those people who needs help...

If I had never to be wealthy enough..

where can I stand in the "Helping Capability" scale..

Maybe on the 10th mark out of 100...

Which means... out of 100 people.. I can only help out 10 of it..

Wouldnt it be better If I stand on the 50th mark.. so that I could help at least half of it..

This is what I learned..

"In order to help.. We have to work hard"

bye...

Jen

Mirror...

What do you see when you stand in front of the mirror??

The answer would usually be - An image of you..

What people see when you stand in front of them??

The answer would usually be - You

Although both answer would have a conclusion that you are there..

but there is one thing that.. Mirror and People cant see..

The inner of us..

People could look at our outer which is cheerful and Flawless...

but the inner could have been a down and critical person..

this is usually people dont see until they start to feel it..

Even.. When we stand in front of the mirror..

We too wont be able to see our inner self..

Is there someone whom could see someone and their own inner self??

Jen

Positive within Negative..

Penetrating the challenges with a positive mindset is always the key..

When we faces challenges.. We would want the surface the positive only..

but.. things do come out differently as we wouldn't thought of..

It came out negative when we are focusing on the positive..

and by still having a positive mindset means..

"getting out from negative back into positive"

Yes.. It sounds easy.. but in reality.. NO

it takes a lot of emotion, time and effort to get out from it..

by going through the bumpy way filled with a new set of challenges..

it more like opening a entrance in the wall by using a needle..

Indeed it was a possible. but

it takes courageous and supports from people all round us..

and of course.. Positive mindset....

But still its outcome isnt guarantee...

until we are able to reach the other side of it..

Jen

Key to Success

Was in the middle of 2nd Trial...

and yea.. most of my buddies and schoolmates arent actually serious in this either..

So why am I putting so much of those pressure on myself...

There is a answer in every question..

"To strike my goal and target and to realize my dreams..."

I know it wasn't easy... I wasn't impossible too..

With Determination and Positivity.. and Discipline as told by one of my friend..

going through all the challenges is always like a game with its completion award..

But I played the game in a wrong sense of time...

like gamers..

long-term gamers played the game like 2-3 hours a day..

and they practices it everyday..

rushing gamers played the game like 16 hours a day..

and they played it like twice a week...

well.. for this 2nd trial.. I played the role as a rushing gamer...

which now left me with headache, sore throat and abdominal pain for like a day or two..

I didn practice the way of "Practice makes perfect"

btw.. I picked up something during the week of my 2nd trial..

1st

Studying does helps you understand and score better in exam..

2nd

Last minutes studies doesn't bring as much success as constant daily studying..

3rd

Positive mindset is always the key to success

4th

In the field.. there arent any competitor except yourself competing with yourself..

5th

Have high self-esteem and confidence..

6th

Stressing too much will only leave you ill...

I do learned alot during the week of trial...

Thanx to people who gave show me the way along my path and the positive mindset god given me...

Jen

Realization...

I never expect you to be ignoring my signals..

or I didn understand you..

I wanted to maintain our friendship..

but I just cant understand how you maneuver our friendship..

Don't you know I felt disappointed and sometimes Annoyed by your words and act..

People round me knows what type of words I dislike..

thus Don't ever mention those words to me..

I had given you signs and tips..

But.. you kept doing the same thing..

You should know what word and act I mean..

and you are putting the blame back to me and label me as "Stubborn"

In my entire friendship history.. No one had never label me as "Stubborn"and saying the one particular word to me so many times in a short moment..

Realize your own self..

You did something that makes me putting you aside..

and by putting you aside.. at least I wont have to go mad and disappointment of your words and you wont have to argue with it..

"Word carries meanings, Act carries Feelings"

Nitez

Jen

Leaving...

Well. Today its supposed to be a heart-touching day for all souls in my school..

Where Our Beloved Principal is leaving us behind after his years of efforts bring up the school..

During his Presence, We tend to have negatives thoughts towards him..

and by far.. Most of the people round me doesn't say anything positive on him..

His efforts might not be obvious to everyone but we should feel it with our heart..

Without his Presence. We might still have to be barbeque under the hot sun while playing basketball.. We might not have cooling air in our hall.. and many more which I deem too many to be listed out..

When we heard of his retirement..

Most of the souls were like "Happy" " Finally" and.....

but We shouldn't get that kind of feel..

we should respect him for his past in bring up the school...

and most of the souls weren't present for his retirement..

Retirement is where he got his most glorious moment as a soul leader in the school..

It was easy to be able to get to where he is standing at..

and yet his sacrifices aren't appreciated by most of us..

Well.. as a soul leader or a leader aren't that easy if you would be a good leader..

"A Leader will always have its followers round him,

A good leader will always have more leaders round him"

Happy Retirement Mr. Phang..

Hope that you might found this post one day..

see yea..

Jen

Leaders...

Well.. standing there as a leader indeed is something different from my past..

Leading you all is always on the priority list..

and by believing "Leader are to create more leaders, not followers"

I had to give all my best possible solutions to make all this reality..

Being part of a circle, means you aren't alone in the circle..

many parts will form a complete and perfect circle..

As a leader.. I am demanding myself to understand all of you..

Being a leader who cant understand its people shouldn't be grant the title "Leader"

To stick the part of a circle together, which means, there should be cohesive force in between to make this happens..

and cohesive force is something we formed daily.. It accumulates..

When we meet you.. saying "Hi" is part of it..

Treat me as a someone you knew. not the opposite.

Lastly, holding a post in hand..

Holding the post as a leaders is still having the same title part of the circle..

it applies to everyone.. as we work as "One"

Thus, demanding a post in the circle should be a silent as

There is a leader within your own-selves ..

"Value it"

See yea..

Jen

Stone above Talent..

Definition of the word "Talent" means natural ability..

Differentiating Talented and Myself is something which I am always looking forward to..

Somehow, I don't even know that is Playing Piano my in-born skill, Talent or something I acquire along my life..

When people see me.. even the close people..

they were commenting..

"Thats Not your cup of tea"

Well.. I really Dont Know.. its perplexing my mind..

Looking from the in-born side..

"People had already got wall of awards and I haven got even 1"

Looking from the Talent..

"People with that kind of talent had already succeed"

Looking from the Acquire along life

"People had acquire what I dont have long ago"

I was doing really hard to find myself in the Music within Piano.. along with my Fingers..

and Dont pour chilled water onto something I was in search..

I had already way behind the state and was chasing back my lost...

I needed much of your courage and support..

Nitez..

Jen

Bravery...

Last Saturday..

As I was going round Jusco..

I was such in coincidence that they are having a blood donation campaign..

right in front of my when I was coming down from an escalator..

Well.. talking about blood donation..

I still remember few months back..

When there is a blood donation campaign held in my school..

and donors below 17 are require to have their parents sign on the form..

My parent did sign the form when I passed it to them..

and I was preping everything to face the Donation day..

such as enough sleep, having a better yet nutritious breakfast and others..

Going into the hall was a heart pounding moment..

BUT!!

Just when I was filling up the form - on the birth date column

I was rejected..

due to Underage.. and that time was June and my birthday is end of August..

Well.. everything got it 1st time..

But I cant believe that..

I didn go for the blood donation held in Jusco..

As I am eligible for it since my birthday had passed and My dad was with me..

sigh.. Donating blood was already on my To-do list since I was aged 15..

but it still haven been achieved yet..

Hope to get it achieved before a new resolution begins..

bye...

Jen

Learn How to Drive..

Waking up myself from comfy bed is hard..

But I am still looking forward to the stuff I am going to do..

Is to Learn How to Drive..

Today I attended 3 hours of Theory and 3 hours of Practical on Driving..

and I would say.. driving is Fun but tiring..

Looking at it isnt the same as doing it..

When I was in the lecturing hall for the 3 hours of Theory..

I felt that it isnt that bored compared to the 5 hours on Driving Rules and Regulation which I attended 3 months ago..

and the class is crowded for this time..

there are about 40+ future drivers in it..

Well.. the listening part is over..

Its time to get on the wheels...

My instructor brought me to the closed circuit for my 3 hours of Practical lesson..

and I got on a Kancil for the first 2 hours..

hmm.. I didn realize that.. the Cabin size of a Kancil is SMALL...

I adjust the side mirror of the left side by sitting on the driver seat..

then... I was going round.. round... round the track to train my steering, clutching and accelerating...

then its time for some more challenging task.. the initial thought..

3-point turn and reverse park..

doing it a few times and I would say.. it wasnt that hard at all..

ok.. its time for the slope stop&start..

that one is the tricky part..

but still it wasnt that bad if you have good foot coordination..

And Walla..

I got my "L" license..

prep-ing to face the road warriors.. xP

Nitez and sweet dream..

Jen

You are not in it..

Indeed all my friends and family does mean something to me..

no matter who they are...

But sometimes there are a particular ones who does makes me classified the ones into different place as compared to the others..

The most obvious reason is Annoyed...

When I chat with the ones.

I don't really get what I am doing with the time I spent on the chats...

Its like... out of my mindset..

Probably its due to the age gap..

But I really don't know what its in your mind as one of my friends..

I don't get what you want...

Maybe you would feel that I am mean in this..

Well, instead of getting forward with my time on this..

I prefer to get somewhere with my time on some of other things..

At least I get a better control and feel on what I am doing...

See yea...

Nitez..

Jen

Original...

Well.. its kind of odd of having writing my blog at 2.30 am in the morning..

with my blurry and tiring eyes..

It still kind of odd..

Sometimes when we created something which is appealing to ourselves..

so we decided to share it..

But, instead of being admired by people..

it was gone through the editing by just a bit without even leaving the box of concept of the one who created it..

It just an eyesore to me seeing that..

There is always a purpose for me to do that..

Which is I want my work to be seen..

For years, my work hasn't been seen..

I just want my work to be seen.. not to defer you from making changes to it..

Its that endorsing my own work with my name on it is something to me..

nites..

Jen

Finally....

After 3 weeks of stressing, thinking and figuring.

Trial is finally over and I am glad that its finally over..

Having 24 papers of 11 subjects is way way way.. tough..

and sitting in the exam hall for like hours is very hard indeed..

but I was over with my school trial

I still had my MOS powerpoint to be taken at 8pm..

and I took my exam in a hand chilling and shivering moment once again like my previous MOS Word...

since the class was less people when I arrived earlier on that day..

I sit beside my step-sister as to give supporting to each other..

we still managed to work it through as I started the exam earlier than her...

during the exam.. it was a tough one.. I was stuck with 2 question without a clear answer..

and finally its over..and by click the "done" is the most tensioning moment..

I got 933 out of 1000.. which is still way beyong the passing marks which set at 700..

but as said.. instead of jumping for joy..

she saw that my eyes went red after seeing the score..

Well.. indeed I was filled with disappointment when I saw the score..

as I targeted 1000 for this time exam..

well.. thats a night filled with emotional moments.. ..

see yea.. and nites..

Jen

A brand new experience..

Today is the 2nd time I attend a meeting..

this time the meeting agenda which consist of discussion of the upcoming events, new committees and prep for upcoming meeting..

Well we start of with another self intro by advisors..

and followed by the nomination of the candidates for the committee post..

we start off with the president post..

and I was shocked and kind of surprise when my name was being nominated..

soon after the nomination and the voting is being started...

Just after my name was mention..

I saw seas of hands being raised..

well I was being chosen by them to be the new president..

Well.. being a president is a all new experience to me as I had never hold a President post before..

and having about 20 members to be lead by me..

since I was chosen by them..

By means.. I have to work out my best to lead and bringing the club to the upmost

and succeed in the arena..

its a sleepless night for me..

see yea.

Jen

The Day..

Yea.. I am now officially 17.. A year older..

Anyway...
This year birthday was kind of unusual as I was having exam on my birthday as opposed to school holiday during previous years of my birthday..
But nothing stops me from enjoying on this meaningful day..
which is 25th August.. and the meaningful time is 10.10am..

Also, thanx to everyone who wishes me on my birthday..
it means a lot and meaningful to me on this special day..

Celebrating my birthday with my family is meaningful..
Since birthday marks a spot in the family history..

Here are some of the moments I had..

A picture of my family..

(Dad, Mom, Bro and Me)

A Picture of me and my mom....

and not to forget..

My Piece of cake with part of my name on it..

Well.. Thats the meaningful day I had gone through..

"Memorable Meaningful Day I had"

Jen

Focusing....

Did I focus at what I should accomplish??
Did I accomplishes something??

Well.. Sometimes I felt that..
I didn't focus at what I wanted it to be...
Till I actually lost focus in the middle of my path into it..
It was like walking into the lights but it went off in the middle of the way..
I am confused in the middle of the way..
I am scared that it didn't lead me to my dreams..

Could it be due to my instinct??
Could it be due to my mentality??
Could it be due to myself??

I really don't know why??

Am I focusing too much in accomplishment??


Jen...

Limelight....

Somehow I seldom mix with a bunch of peoples which was a bit or off from my circle..

I really don't know why...

I just feel a bit uncomfortable mixing with..

Indeed I was invited to a party..

But after awhile I ran off..

I just felt awkward on my 1st step into the party...

Although it wasn't a party like nightclub style.. it was just a normal party with Barbeque..

I just felt awkward..

I felt sorry for leaving the party....

But I just cant stand the awkward feelings in myself..

But one thing true is..

I was indeed looking for corners once I enter his house..

It just seems to be a natural reaction..

Anyway.. I would like to thanx him for inviting me..

and sorry for leaving..

See Yea..

Jen

Speech and Sensitivity....

Somehow... being speechless is something good in life..

such as being speechless, we won't regret at expressing something we are not intended to..

or something that will hurt someone feelings..

or something we even get fireback from people if the words express are too harsh..

I really don't quite understand the words I express..

Is my words really that harsh until you got to fireback at me??

or the sensitivity level of myself is so sensitive till I cant even handle a word from you??

I really don't know how to handle it..

Maybe..

By not expressing any words and comments will reduce the hurts and pains of all...

and might bring a better day to somebody..

Jen...

Life in another way...

Well.. when we used the term "naive" we are usually in the situation of madding at someone..

Is it?? Hope I'm correct...

Some how, after watching a video..

It makes me feel that..

Life doesn't have to be always- serious.. strict.. boring.. negative..

The video makes me think of..

With a life filled with a composition of laughter, naiveness, childishness and some positive thinking..

We could success in life..

I saw all of it in the video.. Isn't it amazing??

Life aren't boring and dull if we actually make a change at it..

Even though everything is just in a video..

but it shows that she is just plain amazing at life..

"Live with Life"

Jen

Do you??

It was quite a heartache seeing someone doing vandalism towards the property of some others people..

It could be mine, yours, school, public or anyone and anywhere..

Do you feel great from spoiling something of some others people??

and How do you feel if someone is spoiling something of yours??

Well, Its saddening for me to see things around me being spoilt by people..

They can do whatever they want on others people property instead of their own..

Do you draw on your bed or your bedroom wall??

If you don't, why do it to some others??

It belongs to all of us...

We share it..

We are responsible to take care of it..

Why cant you do that??

"Make a change"

Jen

Words...

I really wanted to throw something to myself..

I really wanted to make myself clear of what I'm doing..

I really don't know what I am doing now...

Can someone just throw something at me and wake me up...

I don't want to said something which might hurt someone else..

I don't feel alive when I expresses something which might hurts someone..

Can I just run straight into a wall??

I don't know what I can do...

Could you forgive me if I said something wrong??

Realizing that people around me is so broad which I cant control...

May I stay in a circle with only the people which I can only accept??

and block out everything else..

I'm so confusing now..........................

Jen

Fill in the Blanks..

To Improve Myself and the People around me...

Well.. People around my circle might sometimes ask for my opinion and favor for some of their daily tasks..

Actually... I don't know how many people in my circle is actually reading this..

But just to let you all know.. I don't mind actually doing favor or giving opinion to you all sincerely..

I do give my give my opinion and Favors sincerely without any doubts.

But sometimes.. My favors do contains a bit of "fill in the blanks" to actually let you all to think over it..

I'm not purposely creating troubles for you.. but just to let you to figure out your own problem solving skills to get over the blanks..

By the way, I know.. I'm not the best person around.. but still I'm doing my best to assist..

So I'm sorry for peoples around my circle if my words sometimes is a bit harsh.. Hope the person is reading.. but I just want to let you to figure out your own way...

Enjoy the starting of the weekend..

Jen...

Round the corner..

Wow... Time past my life at great speed...

I didn realize that I haven updated my blog for more than a week already..

Tension and Stresses is growing up in my head as Trial is round the corner..

But yet I still slack around here to do my blogging.. Lol!

Didn I spent enough time at my studies??

I really don't know about it...

I really wanted to achieve something to makes myself and my parents proud of it..

sigh.... Can I?

Jen

Magnification...

Did I turn the small issues into big ones??

Am I putting too much efforts onto a particular issues till I left out the rest??

In me.. things seems to be magnify more than its normal...

thus... magnifying sometimes cover up everything till I cant glimpse on the rest..

and the efforts is never enough as putting more efforts means magnify it..

thus.. Ramping it to non-stop is not a good thing..

I do need some rest, inspirations and aspirations to move on...

without that.. nothing can be achieved...

"Never push too hard,

Never be left stagnant"

Good nitez..

Jen

The Juggler....

Life is like a ball in the hand of us as the juggler.....

The movement of the ball is depends on how the juggler juggles the balls..

We might start out juggling poorly..

But we still juggle till we can juggle properly..

Thus resulting the process of improving..

But as soon as we are in the arena of jugglers..

we might soon found out that..

People is juggling better than us..

Then we will figure out a way to do better than them..

Thus resulting the appearance of winners..

Life is full of ups and downs..

I am not as good as you.. in some factors..

But you shouldn't do any harsh comments and words on me..

"Helps from someone is the guide to improve yourself

It isn't used to reduce the workload of yours"

Nitez...

Jen

Skin of a Fruit....

Be Grateful..

Be Thankful..

Be Respectful...

Verbal discrimination is a heart-ache to me....

Helping you makes me feels great..

But you will never ever recall my efforts...

Lending you all the things you need...

But you never remember my sacrifices...

I request no repay in any form..

A thanks means a lot to me..

And be respectful is something to me...

Never ever look down on other people...

As they do have their purpose to be here...

Think about it.....

"Things are given at people willingness,

Treat it as a gift from someone...

Never ever response with a harsh"

Jen..

Sparkle the Star..

Tiny stars all above us..

Shine with Inspirations and Aspirations...

Ladders were everywhere...

Power in our soul and minds..

Being diligent lead us there..

and

Triumph will always be with us..

Sparkle the star above isn't hard with all the people around that inspired you..

While facing obstacles.. People are there to help you to get over it..

Without any thoughts...

There are person around me who is always eager to share their thoughts to assist me while I'm in the struggle..

Being with them just lead me to a better person..

It feels great to have somebody which understands you...

Without words, they could feel what is in you...

I'm really glad to have you all around me..

Thank You...

"Telescope allows us to see the stars,

Diligent allows us to outreach for the stars.."

*signing off*

Nitez...

Jen

Finger, Experience and Enjoyment...

Ever wonder why green and black dominates the whole Jaya Jusco??

Ever wonder why peoples are so eager to queue up to enter the center stage??

Well... this is the eagerness of TYPING SIFU event .. held by Re2 and Popular..

When I reached Jusco.. I could see at least 1 green or black at any given angle..

Just when I was heading for the queue..

The crowd at the center stage is massive and the queue is even longer than the queue of Apple reseller grand opening...

Looking into the center stage.. you will just see the groups and groups of Typing Sifu heading

towards the computer andstart moving their nimble finger..

I could tell that those nimble finger are fast as you could only hear the sound of keyboard tapping at a high repetition rate..

Soon.. the qualifying round is over..

Those who qualified is entitle to go to the final round and get a chance into the Malaysia Book of Records..

The final round is officially started by VIP.... followed by the long-awaited typing session..

and so it was followed by the announcement of Kings and Queens of Typing sifu

Congratz to all the winners.. I would say they are PRO..

Just to name a few of the winners in the picture..

Chelsea Teoh and Keith Goh..

It was ended with such a great experience for all the Participants..

Well.. Winning is definitely something..

but Experience and Enjoyments is everything in an event..

Here are some of the pictures taken during the event..

The guys with the sifu....

While waiting for the final..

Waa.. 2k.. but they are doing the pose only..

Well.. it a trolley bag used for a vacation trip back to Re2 International Computer School...

It was a fun day in Jusco.. Seeing so many new friends.. like Chelsea, Keith, Chi Yan, Yan Sheng and some others which yet to discover their names..

It was such a great day in the event..

signing off now..

Bye and see yea..

Have a great start at a new week..

Jen

In Between..

Like receiving 2 different response?

Like picking a choice between 2 items?

Like someone with 2 flavors?

well.. Standing in the gap of something is often very hard to show yourself unless the difference is significant..

I was in a triangular problem..

I can either choose 1 or stay right where am I..

but choosing isn't the problem..

the obstacle is before I can even make up my mind to choose..

pressure and stresses is already tipping to an extent into a new dimension..

The quest changes before I can even complete it...

Why cant 1 of the 2 choices be more rational and understanding to the things in between??

I'm in the extent where I couldn't express something without doing pricks..

By not doing anything.. its like firing a bullet right above my head and let it fall back to the spot where its being fired..

who will be the victim?

The Things in Between.....

anyway.. nitez.. and sweet dream people.

Jen..

Adrenaline....

Chased by a dog? Run..

Chased by your discipline teacher? Run..

Chased by a girl/boy?? You can either run or stay..

Anyway.. this post is not about being chased by someone who wants your life..

Its about being chased by someone with numbers and fingers..

Which is called Typing..

Well.. I think most of the Re2-ians might already heard of the Typing Sifu which is going to be held at Jusco this Sunday... so prepared your nimble fingers to give your best shot at the keyboard.

Btw.. I was being chased by someone at Re2 just now.. But I would say chasing its fun yet thrill..

We are just typing faster, faster and faster... till we actually sweat out at the keyboard.

If he didn't chased me.. I wouldn't have improved my speed..

So.. what are you waiting for?

Prepare your finger and see you all at Jusco this Sunday..^^

Nitez and sweet Dream..

Jen

Talents and Intelligence....

Giving a full circle sweep around the peoples from me..

There are well over half of them are very talented and intelligent..

Who are they?

Well, there are people who had acquired a grade 8 certificate in Piano.. people who scored good grades in academics, people who had talents to amaze people and people who can typed real fast...

This is just out of the dozens of others..

In my heart, Question pops up

"What talents do I have?"

"Do I have one?"

Their talents won my admiration.. but somethings goes haywire.. as the admiration isn't limited to just admire, it soon becomes my new target set to be achieve..

When I start working towards some of the targets, sometimes its fails on me.. which is saddening..

Anyway,

Life with Why? is always mysterious.. Hope that one day I will discover something deep in me..

its my 2nd post since this blog started to be active yesterday. I had add some music and picture on the blog..

To let you al enjoyed while reading my blog..

So enjoyed the music..

See yea...

Have a nice weekend..

*signing off*

The First Step..

Well, this is the 1st ever post I had here since I got this blog last August...

You all might wonder, why there is such in a sudden for a post after having a blog for nearly a year..

hmm.. Thanks to my friend @ Classmate who name Yi Teng for becoming my inspirator to have myself to write something on my blog..

A blog seems to be a great place for me to share my minds, thoughts and feelings..

Its kind of awkward and hard to share some of my minds with someone as it doesn't posses something which is significant to each other..

Anyway, its late now.. gonna sign off now.. 5 hours of sleep and school again..

Gonna post something after schooling..

Nitez and bye..